Its Only Werds...

You know, I love this blogging community, but we SO need to reach the lost. I am discouraged in that -- 'here' we are, all studying, pondering, seeking, asking, knocking, sharing...and who sees? I suppose the purpose is to strengthen ourselves and one another to be prepared to be "out there" in our worlds. That is where we make a difference, but we are still accountable to HIM. In "here", we grow and encourage growth. "Out there" we try to live lives that make people ask, "What is it with you? Where can I get THAT?" Still, I am frustrated 'here' and wonder what He is telling me.

and on that note...sometimes i wonder if i am REALLY listening....or am i waiting until i think i hear what i want Him to say...

 tough week. i think i blew my state exam. i really wanted to pass and get my state certification. got a 4.0 for the class; have been a caregiver all my life, but blew a "key step" in a tested proceedure. could be i have to re-test. not the end of the world, just another cost...and i don't have groceries.

seriously.